I am a Dad to a great son who was diagnosised with brain cancer in Jan of 2012. I have to say it is by far the hardest news to hear as a parent. If you Google grade 4 glioblastoma you will know the heartache I feel every minute of each glorious day I get to spend with my Buddy, as I have called my son since birth. See he has always been my buddy, I sit on the couch – he jumps in the seat next to me, we go anywhere and he is by my side and he wants to hold my hand, I get home from work he has always been there with a smile and joking with me. It’s how we are with each other. It is the easiest and purest love, unquestioned.
Stunned I talk to the doctors, pediatric oncologists, pediatric neurosurgeons, have MRI’s CT scans, X-rays, and get to know these familiar faces through our 2 month stay in the hospitals. We are told by the radiologist “You will have to make hard decisions, decisions for your son that you would rather be making for yourself”. He was right. I have learned many things this year. Some being medical know how I never thought I would need to know, how helpful steroids are in medicine and that every it seems every medicine has a good side and an effect, it seems you need a pill to counter the one you just took!
I have been to every appointment, PT visit, OT visit, X-ray, CT scan, MRI and almost every time I am in the test with him. Encouraging him, letting him know I am by his side. Always, by his side.
I try to make everyday a good day. Trying to make “lemonade” out of lemons. As my son went through the “standard” plan of chemo coupled with radiation he did it like a trooper. Never complained about any of it! We now continue on chemo and he still doesn’t complain, what a strong little guy. I love him and just want to help him any way, every way I can.
September 7, 2012
Categories: Uncategorized . Tags: brain, brain cancer, broken heart, Cancer, child, GBM, glioblastoma, Glioma, hurt, kids, love, sad, sadness, son . Author: diaryofacancerdad . Comments: 1 Comment